♥ The crazy day we had……♥

11/11/2010

We had a crazy day on that day...Why so crazy? Let me talk to you... First we go watched movie 《Takers》Although it on show long time ago but we haven watch it.  That day Angel Yong late, when we go in cinema already 4.50pm. The showing time at 4.30pm. Lucky we still not so late...The

movie was nice,we should go watch it early. After watched the movie, we have walk in the PAvillion and wait the time pass.

Around 7pm, we walk to StarHill and there was raining. We forced to walk in the rain. So cold and romantic huh? Why we walked to there? Because we're had our JOGOYA BUFFET DINNER AGAIN at 7.30pm.This year I had it three times already. So rice huh? NO! This time also got promotion,ladies got 50% discount and Angel's BF help me and Vyen pay half of the price.Thats why we here,if not I also need consider and consider again.Why he wanted help us to pay it? Because 1111 is his birthday ar~~Happy Birthday to Stanley~~

Not so much photo uploaded because last time busy captured photo and no time really have my dinner,this time need eat 99!! hehe^^

After Jogoya, we're going to clubbing at Maison. This is first time that no need take consideration then promise go clubbing. And the crazy thing is, I first time wash face and make up in the toilet of the Pavillion.OMG~I'm first time do this kind crazy thing.So crazy right?

But what I do the crazy thing just because of you. I'm so happy because you invited me. They said :" Seldom got BF invited their GF go clubbing or may be can said seldom got BF will bring along their GF go clubbing de." You don't know when I receive your message.My smile become more sweet in that moment. I like the sms that you send to me at that time. So sweet...Thanks my dear.

We had celebrated Stanley birthday's at Maison. Thanks for the peoples sit beside out tables sing the birthday song together with us.^^

Wear slipper to clubbing~!!!

Window Shopping day?

09/11/2010
Today go out with my dear- Angel Yong. Even I had bankrupt already but I still have to go because before that I blame her didn't find us anymore. Today really had a long journey and that is walk and walk.

First we reached at Sungei Wang then we walk to Shabu One which located in Lot 10 for lunch. When we walk, she said someone is stares at  me.I think she only kidding so I said she lie. We had a long lunch for 2 hours at Shabu one. I'm so full and can't walk already. I never think two girls can eat like that,really amazing.

After our lunch, then we're going to Times Square for buy movie ticket. 《DEATH PLACE》 A ghost and scaring movie from Thai and it is PG18. I'm so expect this movie so we decide watch it because there're no other movie that I'm interesting. Suddenly she told me that got a auntie also stares at me again.Please...don't kidding again lah...Finish buy the movie ticket, we're going to FAHRENHEIT. A new shopping mall just opening since last two months. 


Last week, I saw many friends post about UNIQLO, a new style Japanese firm making good casual clothes available for all to wear which just opening at Fahrenheit Shopping mall since last Saturday. There have sales and discount when the day they opening. Yea,right...Its last Saturday. That day I heard my friends said they go there queue up for one and half hour, waiting for fitting room for one and half hour. They're said so exaggerated.This shop make me feel weird but also amaze.So, I'm decide go there turn around.

When we walk in to the shop, we felt disappointed that what we had see here. There all were winter fashions. Suddenly got a guy say hi to me...But I cant remember who is him~!!! LoLzx...Forgive about my amnesia...Anyway, I always like that. There always got someone say hi to me but I cant remember who is them.Forget it...I know I'm old already,memorize no good~!!! 


There got 3 floor and we go inside turn around at the women's fashion floor. I felt myself so outdated because there don't have some clothes suitable for me and I also don't think their clothes suit for wear in Malaysia. I haven't really been able to keep up with the latest fashions.Oh my god...what I'm see here is people mountain people sea!!! Is it they all also winter time? Malaysia got winter?? LoLz...

We leave UNIQLO and go in a shoes shop. I'm afraid because I start to feel someone is stares at me!!! I'm turn my head to look the girl which stares at me. She looked me up and down!!! What's wrong??? I start to believe what Angel said just now.It not a joke.Seriously I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPEN ON MY BODY!!! Why they keep stares at me??? I ask Angel looked at my body see got something else or not. But NO~!!! Then why they looked at me??? I just wear a singlet and short jeans pant.What they stares for?

Felt weird...Okie...stop thinking this question because I really can't find the answer...

MAY BE THEY LOOKING FOR A UGLY GIRL~~

After it we going to Pavillion...for find the birthday present for her boy friend. Her boy friend's birthday at Thursday...11-11-2010.Nice day right??? haha...before he always told me...his birthday easy to memorize. Sure lah...for me really easy to memorize because 11 is my favor number!!! I know somebody also same with me love number 11. Not only one hor...Both of them also wanna rob my number before!!!

Finally...she decided to buy the watch at the CITY CHAIN in Times Square. SO WE HAVE TO WALK BACK AGAIN!!! See...This FOSSIL watch make her lost RM512.

I think she should buy it...because when her birthday,her BF buy a digital camera for her...I so jealous on her...Why my buddies all so affectionate and happy with each other. 

Finished the movie, WE HAVE TO WALK BACK PAVILLION AGAIN~!!! Because I need to buy the movie ticket for tomorrow...I'm going to watch 《Unstoppable》with my dear^^ Hmmm...I hope he wont FFK me lah...because we never go watch movie together, I mean just me and him la...and some more we have to talk on tomorrow. This is main point...don't forget it !!!! Jia you...

Her BF-Stanley Liew come to fetch us. See...her bf so nice leh....So may I say I didn't introduce wrong to my sister. He is a good man and see my sister so happiness now... and one thing I'm so happy~!!! Her BF said I'm become thin already...haha^^so happy but still feel weird because this few weeks I keep eat and sleep only.How come I'll be thin? Or his eyes got problem? lolxxx...

At last...I still cannot back home because she want to eat again~!!! LOLZ...luckily I'm not stay with her...If not I MUST BECOME FAT GIRL...We going to fetch Vyen Lam and have our supper at Feeling Cafe. Out of twelve hours I have not back home~!!! Feel tired when reached home at 12am but have to finish my blog just can go sleep...Sei Lei leh~~hehe^^Finished view my blog already? Then you should be know why I say today just walk and walk……

I'm very miss my dear now...not seen him for five days already! Tomorrow, I expect it whether what will gonna be happen. I get prepare already so I just want a happy dating on tomorrow. God bless me^^♥

(ˇˍˇ） 想～

人家常说：“情场失意，赌场得意” 那么如果球场失意呢？是不是应该是情场得意？可是我自己却不敢相信会有这么一天……对自己缺乏信心，对爱情甚至不敢抱太大的希望~怕受伤？有哪个女生不怕受伤啊？女生的心只不过像玻璃那么脆弱罢了，哪怕有一天在高空中突然掉了下来，碎了，就算有再强的强力胶，粘回去了，一条一条的裂痕，一条一条的疤痕还是明显可见的！男生呢？天生顽强还有自尊心过强的他们，就算被伤害，总比女生来的坚强啊！他们的保护意识总是强过女生……他们敢爱敢恨，女生确是爱了就回不了头了，即使那个男的伤害自己有多深，女生总是心软的，一旦爱上了，要放手，除非把手砍掉吧！

我的心，已经有太多太多的裂痕了……几乎粘回去了的心，还是慢慢的裂开了~ 上次分手后，告诉自己不再相信爱情，不再相信任何男生……可是谁都知道，女生总是口是心非！明明喜欢一个人，却不敢去告白，因为被拒绝的感受，真的比被刀割还要痛！一个单身的女生，总是爱憧憬爱情的美，总爱等待自己的白马王子出现……如果问她们，择偶的条件是什么，她们都会说一大堆她们心中白马王子的特征，可是一旦心动了，这一切特征都不重要了……重要的是，她喜欢这个男生！尽管她们知道他和她来自不同世界；尽管知道他和她不适合在一起；尽管知道他和她的未来还是未知数，喜欢上了就喜欢了，就算被拒绝，她们还是很犯贱地喜欢这个男生！因为女生就是傻傻的……

我就是这种女生……经常都会骂自己，被伤害这么多次了，为什么还敢相信爱情的存在？被伤害那么多次了，却傻傻爱上一个不爱自己的人？很多朋友都叫我放弃，因为他并不是我想要的那一类型，因为他并不适合我，因为他不可能给我想要的爱情！被爱是幸福的……为什么不去选择爱自己比较多的，却选择了一个我爱的人？原因很简单，我就是爱着他……即使我知道，他只是喜欢我罢了；即使我知道，我爱他需要付出很多；即使我知道，这段感情会很快结束，但是谁知道下一步会发生什么事？万一明天我就踏出马路，有一辆车飞驰而来，我的一生就这样了啊！谁知道啊！爱就爱……考虑那么多干嘛？因为知道自己已经踩下去那个洞了，脚拔不起来了，唯一能做的，只有向前走，见步走步~

我总在期待你会改变对我的态度，我总在期待你说爱我，我总在期待你在乎我多一些……可是我却忘了去了解去认识你！一心只想改变你……原来我错了！我应该要去了解你更多，不是要去改变现在的你！直到了解你多一些的时候，我发现原来是我想太多了！要改变的是我才对~原谅我这个爱胡思乱想的女朋友，原谅我这个不会体谅男朋友的女孩……对不起，我不是一个好的女朋友~常常发脾气，爱生气，每次都觉得你一点也不在乎我！因为我只是个女生，我不是你心里那条虫……我承认我很笨的，并不聪明~有些事情真的要说出口，我才知道你在想什么！我已经尝试每次都告诉你我的想法了，不会把东西收在心里面了！因为我已经选择了你，所以我只想要跟你在一起……我已经踏出第一步了~那你呢？如果你想要退后，请告诉我……

Last Tournament with yours

最后一个比赛了，沙登州议员杯排球赛在今天结束了……
让人失望的是，我们在决赛时输了！
从开始一场都没输过，到决赛竟然二比零输了~
让人失望的是，全部都是自己的错误……
从决赛开始了，我们都开始乱了，都是自己丢的分！

开心的是，手感回来了……可是却太迟了！
开心的是，刚要开始拿分的时候，却很快的转会下去了！
难过的是，我们后面的接球不好，让他们杀不到球……
难过的是因为我们的接球，整队的士气突然之间down完了！

终于转到上去了，却是最后的一分了~
15-24……尽然是因为我的左手杀球，去了右手边~
差一点就可以拿分了，可是竟然out ball了……
我们已经尽力了……我们输了……
不是输实力，不是输球技……
我们输了给士气……输了给信心……更输给了自己！

看到小瓜眼睛红了……她很自责，因为她丢了很多分！
其实不能怪我们，因为我们的接球不好，一个位子都转不上去！
她一直跳杀，封网……脚都软了！
应该是说，刚才那场，我们全部都脚软了！
不知道什么原因，大家都说是不是我们都饿到脚软了？
原来我们没有发觉到，决赛开始的时候已经是九点了！
我们竟然都没有吃晚餐……
以前教练都会为我们准备些吃的，现在自己出来打，却不懂得要吃东西！
这是个好的教训，告诉自己，我们要自力更生！

第一次，我们自己出来打比赛……
第一次，我们自己做教练……
第一次，七个人出来闯地盘……
第一次，我们自己为拉曼学院创了名声！

也是我第一次，教练兼队长带领你们……
其实我觉得很压力，却又怕把你们逼的太紧！
这几天，很感谢你们的配合……
是我有史以来最吵最吵的比赛！
也对我自己感到很失望……因为我在这个比赛当中根本没有表现到！
也没有帮助队伍拿分……真的很对不起！

已经是最后一场比赛了……
可能是最后一场跟你们一起打的球赛了！
是时候要做我该做的东西了……
突然感到很无助……因为根本没有想过自己要找什么工！
好迷茫好想哭喔！好想逃回家……
看吧……又想逃避现实了！

谢谢你们……我亲爱的队友们！
是你们让我觉得不会白费我的时间来跟你们一起打球！
这段期间真的觉得很开心……
打球的日子真的很轻松很快乐……因为有你们！
这三个月虽然一直被妈妈骂~因为没做工，要打球！
可是我觉得这一切都是值得的！
大家都留了痕迹在自己的身体……虽然很痛！
可是这一切都是值得的！
看到疤痕，就想起了我们一起打拼的生活！
你们要加油哦！没有我，你们要打到更好！
我这个队长，老了……要退位了咯！
呵呵……加油加油！！！

KTAR!!!!! GAMBATEH YA^^

她……只是个女人

她没有安全感

因为距离远

她希望你有时间就能陪她在网上聊天和打电话

让她感觉到你的存在和真实感

因为这是你们唯一能做的

也许你觉得她这样很任性

但请你体谅她、她是女人

她需要关怀和疼爱

能多陪陪她就多陪陪她

能多给她点安全感就多给她点安全感

让她感觉到..

就算你们人不在一起

但是心在一起

她会每天熬到很晚

为的只是能和你多说几句话

她会每次聊天的时候都提醒你多吃饭

她也会每次信息提醒你多喝水

她说这些的时候心里很难过

难过自己不能面对面的嘱咐你

所以请别嫌她烦、别嫌她唠叨

请你体谅她、她是女人

告诉她..

你会照顾自己叫她放心

她是女人、她敏感

她是女人、她爱吃醋

她是女人、她爱耍小脾气

她是女人、她爱听甜言蜜语

她会在自己独处的时候瞎想

脑子里都是那些不该出现的画面

像电影一样、闪来闪去

她会没有原因的哭和难过

因为她怕距离远了、时间长了

感情会变淡变没

她会一个人抱着腿坐在床上默默的看着一个地方

猜想你现在在干什么

她看到你的空间上有女性的留言的时候

心会很酸但是却不敢问你：“这谁呀?”
总是想太多……

她会时常怀疑你有别的女人

她会在和你聊天的时候盼着你说点甜言蜜语哄她开心

她听到之后会一个人笑的比阳光还灿烂

所以、请你体谅她

她是女人..

包容她的小脾气

尽量和不该走得近的女人保持距离

时不时的说句：

“宝贝、我想你”

“亲爱的、么么”

来哄哄她..

她想到一些好玩的事情会想要和你分享

她会记住你们在一起的纪念日

她会计划好一切回去见到你要做的事情和要去的地方

她会告诉你她爱你、然后自己脸红

她会默默告诉自己要一辈子和你在一起

所以..

请你体谅她..

她是女人..

如果有一天你失去了我，你开心吗？

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，

你会不会在街上走的时候想到我，想到蹲在地上痛哭； 

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，

你会不会在最快乐时想起我，想让我和你一起分享你的快乐； 

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，

你会不会在半夜突然醒来，想我想到泣不成声； 

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，

你会不会无数次的点击我的空间，看看我留下的痕迹； 

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，

你会不会认真的用心的看我空间里的每篇文章，然后理解我当初是多么的珍惜你； 

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，

你会不会锁起日記，只为我开，只为我留言； 

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，

你会不会每天开着MSN等我，当你看见好友上线时心中一阵紧张，以为是我； 

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，

你会不会看那无聊的肥皂剧流泪，然后狠狠的想我； 

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，

你会不会觉得其实你是想我的，其实你也很在乎我； 

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，

你会不会一直等我，一直相信我会回到你们身边； 

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，

你会不会痛哭流涕，就像迷失了自己；　 

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，

你会不会紧跟着与我相似的背影，只为确认那是不是我；　 

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，

你会不会走遍我们曾去过的角落，以拾起那曾经属于我们的记忆；　 

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，

你会不会像电视里演的那样，记着我一辈子？　 

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，

你会不会像上面我说的一样去做？

我想你不会，因为我不是你心中最重要的一个，

也不是你不可缺少的一个。

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，

我一定不会再回头，而你要忘了我继续生活。

是不是我真的消失了，你才会发现身边有个我？ 

是不是我真的消失了，你才会想起来应该珍惜我？ 

是不是我真的消失了，你才会知道怎么样来珍惜我？ 

是不是我真的消失了，你才会感觉到当初我是多么的在乎你？ 

是不是我真的消失了，你才会舍得给我一丝理解？ 

是不是我真的消失了，你才会明白你真的失去了我？ 

是不是我真的消失了，你才会想要挽留？ 

如果我不在乎你，我不会为你笑
如果我不在乎你，我不会变得这么脆弱

如果我不在乎你，我不会在意你做的每件事

如果我不在乎你，我不会静静想着你发呆

如果我不在乎你，我不会记住你说的每句话

如果我不在乎你，我不会要你这样那样

如果我不在乎你，我不会为你心痛

如果我不在乎你，我不会把事情问个究竟

如果我不在乎你，我不会那么想听见你的声音，哪怕是一句……

如果我不在乎你，我不会总是自由自主的想起你

如果我不在乎你，我不会每天坚持我的坚持，虽然总口是心非……

如果我不在乎你，我不会想着我们的语言傻傻发笑

如果我不在乎你，我不会这么轻易让痛苦折磨自己

如果我不在乎你，我不会为了无关重要的小细节跟你生气

如果我不在乎你，我不会经常胡思乱想让自己痛苦

如果我不在乎你，我不会在我真的累了的时候对你说：

“我累了、我真的累了、很不开心..”

因为那时候的我，真的很需要你的关心

如果我不在乎你，我不会把我所有事情都告诉你

哪怕是让你觉得鸡皮蒜毛的小事……

我还有好多事情要去做。 

不想让你知道，不想被你发现，

就这样静静的，安静的消失! 

我傻笑，伪装掉下的泪水。 

我装傻，掩盖了我和你的故事。 

我装爱，修饰我对你的容忍。

我爱你，难以自拔。。。

❤ JUst FoR YoU ❤

You think I'm pretty,without any make-up on ; You think I'm funny,when I tell the puch line wrong,I know you get me,so I'll let my walls come down.Before you met me,I was a wreck.But things were kinda heavy,you brought me to life.Now every February,you'll be my valentine.


Let's go all the way tonight,no regrets, just love.We can dance until we die.You and I,we'll be young forever.You make me feel like I'm living a Teenage Dream.The way you turn me on.I can't sleep,let's runaway,and don't ever look back.


My heart stops when you look at me.Just one touch,now baby I believe this is real.So take a chance and don't ever look back.We drove to Cali and got drunk on the beach.Got a motel and built a fort out of sheets.I finally found you,my missing puzzle piece,I'm complete.

I'm ma get your heart racing in my skin-tight jeans,be your teenage dream tonight.
Let you put your hands on me in my skin-tight jeans,be your teenage dream tonight.



Oh you know, you know, you know...Id never ask you to change.If perfect is what you're searching for,then just stay the same.So don't even bother asking,If you look okay,
you know I say...


When I see your face,there's not a thing that I would change.Cause you're amazing,just the way you are.And when you smile,the whole world stops and stares for awhile,cause you're amazing,just the way you are.


Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine.I'm leaving my life in your hands.People say i'm crazy that i am blind,risking it all in a glance.How you got my blind is still a mystery.I can't get you out of my head.Don't care what is written in your history,as long as you're here with me.I don't care who you are,where you're from,what you did...As long as you love me.


Every little thing that you have said and done,feels like it's deep within me.Doesn't really matter if you're on the run.It seems like were meant to be.I've tried to hide it so that no one knows,but I guess it shows when you look in to my eyes.What you did and where you're coming from I don't care,as long as you live me baby.

I wan back to my life...

What is my life?? My life just simple...shopping,movie, Sing K, and etc...That was my life when I'm still college.But its gone after I'm finished my study.Haiz...very very miss the life last time...

Today so so so boring at home again, because today no training. I wake up at 2.45pm and had my nescafe and biscuit as my lunch.After my lunch, I clean my house. But get scold from my brother, because I had make him disconnect from  internet.HAiz...clean house also get scold...cham!!!!! Bad mood!!!!

Today sis the photography day...I use my house-mate's friend professional camera CANON EOS 500D .
I think I really got potential be a photographer.hehe^^ I wishes I can own a DSL camera...Thats is my dream now,so I gonna work hard after this and save money for buy it...^^

Let me show some photo that I took just now...

My model : Kaddy Chang

Evening view 

THIS PHOTO SEEM LIKE TYHOON

LIKE IT^^

Night View

I MOST LIKE THIS PHOTO^^