Let's I tell you...

Baby , I want to tell you I'm DOWN

Baby , I want to tell you I'm SAD

Baby , I want to tell you I'm ANGRY

Baby , I want to tell you I NEED YOU NOW

Every times I also hope you can beside me.

But I know it's impossible for me and you.

I just need some support from you .

But I scare my thing will make you boring.

Because I know you feel my thinking not mature enough.

MAIN POINT IS COMING……

My mood now is ANGRY + SAD + DOWN 

Why become like that ? Because of HER...

I tell you :" Don't feel happy that you can make my mood down. It just a moment . "

I'm angry because she wronged me in front of other friends.

I'm sad because I treat her as my friend but she treat me like that.

I'm down because I'm fucking angry and sad because finally I look clearly this girl.

I hate this kind of people...FAKE and UGLY

Sorry...the UGLY not mean face ugly , is about inside heart ugly.

Luckily , she not my friend anymore start from now. Why ? 

I think you better ask herself what she done.

May be she felt what she do is always correct . 

But never mind , she will fall down one day.

I wishes her better walk "CAREFULLY"

Don't feel afraid when your all saw what I'm write.

" If no people tread on my tail , I wont take my retribution ."

Yea , congratulation to her . She did it .

Alright , I hate people wronged me.

Never mind , because I'm INNOCENCE . 

I don't care what she said about me. I don't care what she try to slander me.

They will know what happened that you do .
I only can say……

 I'M NOT YOU, I DIDN'T DEFAME ANYBODY.

BUT IF YOU TRY TO CHALLENGE MY TOLERANCE

COME ON...WANT PLAY? LET'S PLAY...

AND……

DON'T TRY TO MADE MISCHIEF BETWEEN US

BECAUSE YOU HAVE NOT QUALIFIED

Hi Tea Time

Yahoo...Is the time for HI-TEA...

We had our SECRET RECIPE CAKE and STARBUCKS...

Nice Hi-tea for me today...Definitely make my mood happy.

Time to capture photo...LoLz...

 But my happy mood destroyed when I reached home just now...

My leg accidentally kicked the iron door and its bleeding...

Haiz...A bad moment for me~~

Hang Out...

20/11/2010

First I need to re-update something that me,Vyen and YeeFong went out "Shopping" at Jusco last Saturday. Forget to update it and now show to you all. Actually last week we go Jusco just for jalan-jalan cari makan. Hehe... (First the main point just want to made more key for our my house new lock ) But finally we give up because we need walked from Jusco to Wangsa Maju bring along our stuff.

We accompany Vyen to A Look for made her spec and we make trouble there.See...A stupid wear the full black spec seem like a stupid blind people...forget borrow an umbrella for her if not she look like a blind person.

After Vyen finished it and it need wait for 2 hours to take her new spec so we start hunting in Jusco.Hehe...Time to eat~!!!

2 hours ago...Vyen take her new spec then we going home and buy our actual meal for everyday - MEE SEDAP !!! Gila ni orang...Buy 4 of that. I think my home people will die faster include me. (Tahu tak ape)

VYEN WITH NEW SPEC

CRAZY FAMILY...

27/11/2010

Today we went out Berjaya Times Square in the afternoon. Because start end year sales already so we going to do some survey.Hehe...Actually just window shopping today.So cham...Yeah...Sushi King...I'm Coming again !!!! I LOVE SUSHI KING...

Vyen need go back Kepong early because her boy friend don't know he went our with me. So before we back, we going to eat "Guei ling gou(Jeli Herba)"...Nice huh?

Finally I bought a pair of shoes...because my shoes broke at last few days. Not bad...still got buy a shoes, not really window shopping today...hehe^^

I do something wrong?

I HATE HAND-PHONE~!!! I FEEL IT'S USELESS!!!
He never answer my phone for two nights...Is it I do something wrong?
I can feel our distance become far again...What should I do?
I had try to keep our relationship~I really try...I really try and try...
Why? Why don't give me a chance to let me have a impulse to persuade myself to wait him even how long?
I start to feel our sms per day decrease day by day...
Is it I think too much? Is it he busy on work?
Even know he was free but he seldom reply my sms.
I start to feel he treat me not like before...
Is it I think too much? Is it he busy on work?
Even know he finished work at night but I also seldom get his sms.
I'm sad ! Nobody know my feeling now.....
I'm cry ! Nobody know my pains...
I just want love him...Is it so difficult ?
I just want he care me more...Is it so so difficult ?
Even he no need beside me but I just hope he can take some time talk to me...
Even he not around me but I just hope he can take some time to care me more...
I'm not expect anything...I just hope he take some time to accompany me.
Just need some time...I feel enough already...

I JUST WANT LIKE THIS....IS IT DIFFICULT?

Emo Bebiee Is come back...

This few days,seem like my emo is come back.

Recently something was happened that made me unhappy.

Insomnia come visit me again...Anger always make me pek cek~!!!

I hope my dear can sayang me now... 

but seem like no more chance talking with him about my thing.

I just hope my dear can give me a hug now...I need his support....

Sorry my dear because yesterday I was release the anger on you.

Really feel sorry...What I need to do now is learn how to control my temper.

Feel sad and disappointed about something happened...

Dear...I need you now...I wishes that you can beside me now.

I know it's impossible for now...I just expect a miracle.

♥ 66th DaY ♥

今天是我们在一起第66天了……发觉时间过得很慢，因为我感觉到我们在一起很久了。虽然已经两个月多了，可是似乎你觉得我们感情还没稳定吧！我没怪你，因为我爱你。

喜欢一个人并不代表也爱他，但是很肯定爱一个人就代表很喜欢他。

【喜欢是淡淡的爱，爱是深深的喜欢】

那天去马六甲，去到了JONKER STREET。回忆起我们曾经一起走过的路，一起吃过的东西，甚至在路边一边吃一边拍照……再去了THE JETTY，想起我们曾经晚上来过看所谓的风景~就是黑黑一片的“夜景”。回到了Mahkota，我们曾经一起在那里的戏院看过很多部戏。经过看到MELAKA WONDERLAND，想起我们一起去玩水的好笑事情，还有一起跌伤过。还有看到那间DAORAE，韩国餐厅，让我到现在还很抗拒韩国餐了……我不知道你是否还记得这些，想起那时我们还不是很要好，但是却玩得很开心。要不是因为那次，就不会有现在的我们。

曾经我以为，我们不会走的很久。曾经我以为，我们不适合。原来没有适不适合，是看自己愿不愿意去维持一段感情，要看自己愿不愿意去磨练。一段感情，只有经过磨练，才会变成更加坚固更加稳定。我愿意尝试，那你呢？你是不是也愿意和我一起磨练这段感情？你是否愿意给我们俩一个磨练的机会？我愿意等你说爱我的那天，但是你又是否会给这个机会我呢？

看见你和其他女生很要好，我会吃醋，

但是我知道你不喜欢这样的女朋友，只好默默的自己在生闷气。

看见你宁愿和其他人吃东西，都不愿意约我，我会生气，

但是我怕你觉得我很小气，所以只好自己在生自己的气。

看见你涂鸦墙上，有女生的留言，而且还很亲密，我也会难过，

但是我不敢问你她是谁，怕你不喜欢我干涉你的私人，我只好忍着，当做没看到，

心里却在意得睡不着觉。

看见你在我面前按电话，我会不开心，很想知道你是否和其他女生聊天，但是却不敢问你，

因为我知道那是你的私人空间，我无权过问，但是心里却闷闷不乐，

却在担心有天你会爱上别的女生。
我就是那个傻瓜，每次都爱发脾气，但是发完脾气后，一切都会恢复正常。我不会生气你很久，因为我在乎你……

我只是个女生

每次看电话，总希望会看到你的信息，可是每次都会失望。可能你在忙，可能没听到电话响，可能可能，一切可能我都想的七七八八了，就只是为了找借口让自己的心好受一点。每次出远路，都希望你到了信息我，因为想知道你是否安全没，可是有时候你都忘记了要信息我，害我担心的要死，想要生气，可是对着你生气，似乎是没用的事情，到最后只好自己对自己生气……我知道你是什么都不在乎的人，甚至你认为不用这样担心你。可是这就是我，因为你是我爱的人.
This is the way I care about you. 

昨晚又梦见了你，让我更加想念你……这个梦确实让我有甜蜜的感觉。现实中很难会有的事情，却梦到了。也许是夜有所思吧，才会在梦中出现。每次梦见你的时候，我都会很害怕，传说现实与梦想反，所以我每次都在担心，会不会是不祥的预感？但是我却每次都在期待，在梦中与你想见。即使真的与现实相反，只要能和你一起，其实已经什么都不重要了。

如果爱上你是个错，那我甘心错下去，因为我无法给自己一个理由不去爱你，

即使是错误，那也将会是一个美丽的错误……

I love you not because who you are ,  just because who I am when I'm with you. 

其实我真的好想你。。。。。

我没有很想你
我只是在早上醒来的时候，看看手机，有没有你发来的信息，有没有你的未接来电。

我没有很想你
我只是在上网的时候，首先关注你的空间，看看你最近是不是有更新。

我没有很想你
我只是在聊天的时候，翻阅你发给我的短信，看着你的照片，回忆一下那些美好时光。

我没有很想你
我只是饿了会想你饿么，冷了想你会冷么。

我没有很想你
我只是走在大街上看到男男女女，好希望那一对对里有我们。

我没有很想你
我只是把你的来电调成唯一的铃音，放在我身边，
并时不时的看看是否自动关机，是否信号良好。

我没有很想你
我只是在吃小吃的时候，想如果你能和我一起吃，那该是多幸福的事啊。

我没有很想你
我只是在听歌的时候，偶尔会被某句歌词击中，脑中出现短暂的空白。

我没有很想你
我只是想看看你的样子，听听你的声音。

我没有很想你
我只是在别人无意提起你的时候，愣在那里，不知答话。

我没有很想你
我只是在睡前紧握着手机，等待着你的情话，等待着你说晚安。

我没有很想你
我只是睡不着的时候想想你，
但是，我不知道我是因为睡不着而想你，还是因为想你而睡不着。

我没有很想你
我只是在每次醒来的时候，第一个想到你。。。。
或许想念只属于某一个人，如果两个人都在想念彼此，那一定是一对幸福的恋人。

♥ 我真的很想你 ♥

♥ BaBi - Christine Birthday Celebration ♥

21/11/2010 Melaka Trip

Melaka Trip again lo......also nothing special on this trip because all the thing and all the place I also go before. Besides that, somebody don't know the way in Melaka then still keep want go. Something unhappy thing happened on this trip. Very BU SHUANG...

 PHOTOSHOOTING AT JONKER STREET

 TRYING SOME NEW STYLE...

SCENERY AT THE JETTY

22/11/2010 Sing K & Dinner

After interview at THE GARDEN HOTEL, we going to Sungei Wang for meet another 2 babies - Pay Cuan (which come back from Singapore) and Yi Wen (long time din saw her ady) . Yahoo...We going my OLDTOWN again... GREENBOX^^ We play so happy because SOMEBODY din join us...

After Sing K...we going to SOCIAL KL at G TOWER as THEY planned. Because they work there before and the aim they plan at there not for Christine's birthday. They never ask our opinion and just inform us to join only.They just want go back meet their colleagues and take photo. The day was so unhappy and angry. Don't ask me that, because will spoil my mood. But I wont care what they said,because just the way I am~!!! I know myself...no need you said that. If you want find HIGH CLASS FRIENDS...go ahead...We're not suitable be your FRIEND~!!! 对不起，我并不稀罕做你的朋友！

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...MY BABI~~

Really a bad day for me...22112010...REMEMBER THAT DAY...

♥ Re-updated ♥ Sanctuary Night ♥

21/11/2010

LoLz...ALCOHOL NIGHT again... THE SANCTUARY at THE CURVE.

WAIT~~~ Before it , we have our dinner first. We going to have Sushi ! MY BELOVED~ This time was my first time @ SAKAE SUSHI . Not bad but I most like SUSHI KING...may be I just not usual to have it .

After have our dinner, we're walk and walk at there for waiting the time coming. Seem like shopping time for Vyen . I'm first time shopping until the shop close half of the door...>.<" Vyen shopping at VINCCI shoes shop.

Finally the time is coming, we go in to there. What I saw was just got few little cat inside. May be the time still early. We play dice at there. Each people choose 2 number from number 1 to 6 only. Then start to shake...I keep lost it and I drink around 3 or 4 cups of HEINEKEN...

Its the time to DANCE~!!!! Oh Baby tonight....Dj is Falling in Love again... This is my first time crazy dance in the club~!!! Is it shawty fire burning on the dance floor???

Start to looking around...Near our table got one table got Leng Zai oh...Not so handsome lah...just normal 
and they three guys din bring along any girl's friends.When we dance, the foreigner at next table keep looking to us. I'm tired and sit down then he come to me and invite me to dance. I'm afraid and keep said NO...after that Vyen pull him and talk to him. Lucky...hehe^^ I just realize I STILL GOT THE MARKET VALUE mah.(THICK FACE). We take photo with them. The foreigner said :" You are so pretty. " beside my ears. Zzz...I have no comments.....

After that, got 1 guy of that 3 leng zai come to me and said want know me. >.<"  I said I called Bebiee...He said he called Ah Bee...Ah Bee Ah Bee...Seem like my friends called their boy friends~!!! @@ Anyway nice to meet you^^Ah Bee. He asked me give him my handphone number. Vyen come and play him. So funny...I think Vyen scaring him run away.Haha...

He is Ah Bee...

Around 2am, we almost want to leave. One guy come again and said want take photo with me...@@He asked me give handphone number again but Vyen come again...give him wrong number. He still believe lah...and the foreigner give me his number~LoLz...he should know I wont sms him de.haha^^

He called Ah Yang...

Finally we reached home already 2.30am. Its the time going to bed. The day was so enjoyed and happy. Thanks my buddies...My jiMUI...

Nice Day With Yours...

Yoyo...GreenBox...I'M COMING AGAIN~~~lolzx...actually I long time din go sing k already. I think got 1 month I din visited my " OLD PLACE ". So syok because finally we go sing K together.Girls...really so thanks and appreciated for take time accompany me.I know you all busy on your assignment and coursework. Really so thanks ya^^Su Cheng , Sunny , Jeslyn and thanks for Wen Jie also...He join us for singK today.

IN THE TOILET

After SingK , we walked to Pavillion. There was raining heavily and we walked in the rain. Almost our clothes already get wet but so syok because I felt so crazy with yours. We're going to WongKok  for having dinner.I like the atmosphere at there.Quite comfort and the view quite nice especially raining day.  We had take many photo there. Because I using Sunny's new phone- i-phone 4. 

Using iPhone4 Camera Application

SCARY PHOTO

After our dinner, we going to buy milk tea at the 4th floor. I heard Vyen always intro this milk tea quite nice and I haven try before so I bring them go have a try. The shop name is CHATIME. Go have a try ba! Not bad....^^ But seem like we going to kacau only.haha^^see...crazy took photo again...

CHATIME^^

ROASTED MILK TEA & HONEY TEA

HE IS SIT ON THE CHAIR
AND SHE IS STAND...BUT SAME HIGH...
IS IT SHE SHORT OR HE TALL?

HE IS PROMOTE THE MILK TEA...

Hmmm...Jingle bell Jingle Bell... LoLzx... Christmas atmosphere start to around the Pavillion, I think not only Pavillion,almost all shopping center also will start to decor Christmas theme. See...my photography.

NOT TOOK BY ME~~LOLZX...

They all ask me two times already. Why I don't want study photography? Is it you choose wrong course for study? LoLzx...Actually not, I think it before, but that time i don't know TARC got photographer course and this course need to waste many money. I think my mum wont let me study it lo. I got think I want go work first and save money for study it. But it just consider only lah.Because I waste many time and money already.
Hmmm...I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY.

Today really have a happy and enjoyable day with yours. I think still got next time outing with yours, I'm expect the day we go skating. Hehe^^Thanks your all accompany me the day. Love you all^^Muackss...
Hmmm...miss my dear so badly. I hope he can join us next time. I'm waiting for that day...

SOP SOP GAL

TOOK PHOTO IN THE LIFT
(I ALWAYS DO THIS THING)